Unhappy The Wayy i Am?

Things that seem to make me unhappy?
Well first off, i Think my personality is crappy.
Secondly my friends are okay, but they aren't the closest of friends.
Sometimes i wonder if they really are my friends.
Thirdly, STUPID FUCKING GYMNASTICS....
i Have to perform a routine and i hate it.
Did i Mention in front of the whole damn school?
i Never agreed to be on the team but somehow my teach thinks it's okay to put my name.
And because of this gymnastics crap i missed Badminton Practice.
Fourth thing that may be so dumb for a person like me,
JARROD.
Yes he makes me unhappy.
You know why? Because he's not mine.
The time i Spent with him lunch recess i Remember how much i miss him.
i Told him it wasn't okay to be gay,
Then he asked a girl to hug him to make him "unGay"
i Was so tempted at first, but . . .
i Guess self-control did the rest.
Thinking all day - about what?
About the reason i Dumped Jarrod.
i Can't believe i Broke up with Jarrod because of my own selfish needs.
Can't believe breaking up with him would bring up my grades.
Just so i Could concetrate anf focus on school more.
i Guess it worked a bit, but that doesn't matter.
i Think i Was happier with him.
But whatever.
Life is just unhappy ]:
So be it.