agressive animal.

omg.
today at recesss safwan,
you played so agressively and hard!
i was afraid to go near you!
ahaha not really, i'M stronger than those other girls =P
but for playin freakin rough i turned you down on two of those hand shake things,
i'M sorry Safwan, i truly am. i would've loved the touch of your hands aginst mine.
but people would think i like you.
then when i reject you, you put my hoodie over my face again.
but atleast i got one hand shake thing from you.
on the stair case that is (:
and that made my day.
don't worry when you went online i said sorry to you.
and you said okay.
i hope things are okay between us.
when i said to the girls that i wanted to play basketball if safwan's playing,
they took it the wrong way,
i meant that i wanted to physically hurt you,
but they thought i liked you.
i was glad you ran into me at times,
like from behind your frontside just went against my backside,
it felt so warm and comfortable.
i absolutely love your touch.
it tingles me inside my body.
one thing i also noticed when you play basketball,
which is really funny,
you like to stick out your tounge like a DOG,
i find it really weird.....
and the others tooo,
but in some ways, cute.
when i was at my locker with umal, she told me that you always ask her for hugs...
is that true??
nooo!!! i'LL wait forever even just for one hug from you.

(written last night, posted in afternoon)