more intrigue?!

just got back from some lady's house.
kak suraya actually. she just moved in.
so yea....
i got to see Amal too!
omg he's so cuteee.

okay yea...
so anyways.
before i left the house...mahethan told me something.
he said to me that maybe 2mrw he'll tell me who he likes.
he said MAYBE.
but i really wanna knoe.not that i'M a busy body or anything.
it's just that he's my desk buddy and i should knoe these kind of things.
lol okie maybe i don't, but still i wanna knoe.
if it's me who he likes (which i HIGHLY DOUBT) then i'M just gonna hurt myself.
a lot of guys like me but reject them all.
it's not my fault....
the guy i always like never ends up liking me.
so what's the point in getting your hopes high?
they'll just be crushed in the end.

Next Matter of Business:
NAUFAL.
he hasn't been online in quite some time now.
and i really miss him.
i love how he talks about music,
and how he thinks it's so great, and why.
he's so intellectual.
i won't forget that one night at camp at Pulau Pangkor.
we were night treking and on our way back we were just so tired,
so i just leaned on him all the way walking back to camp.
i didn't even care if he was sweaty, i just like to be with him.
that's why i was so happy when they moved my dask in front of him.
he gave me his bookmark and we talked a lot.
we got in trouble a lot...but who cares.
he made me happy.
even though he didn't like me back.
whatever.....

well tomorrow is a mystery.
off to day dreaming i go