past 2 days

i forgot to write for one day.
my bad.
so anywaysss....

Yesterday when i was going out to recess Safwan was trying to fix my hoodie inside out
but i thought he was just gonna put it on my head again,
so then i turned around and hit him,
he was like OW i was just trying to fix it! it was inside out.
i didn't believe him then Dorcas was like, it is inside out,
i'M like: -___-""
and then i go to Dorcas "hint hint, nudge nudge"
and Dorcas was like, aww how sweet.
for DPA we did some game that was a mix of,
touch football, basketball, and ultimate.
it was was complicated but easy,
safwan was playing so really rough!
he looked hot doing so.
but the he HURT JANE!!!
poor jane she was tearing and a bit of cryin i guess.
she got hit in the eye with the foot ball.
poor Jane D:
stupid safwan for playing so damn rough!
Tom was playing really funny though...lol
i couldn't stop laughing.
he was jumping around like a crazy monkey lol lol lol.
when jane was hurt we were all like are you okay?
then safwan comes along and i'M just like "go away"
and he was like "it was just an accident!"
and he was all like "what do you want me to do? give you a hug?"
no safwan no. don't do that. that would be very badd....
so when we were done DPA and i was going to put back my penny in the basket,
Tom is walking to the door and i'M walking to the basket,
then he passes me by, but breathes on me,
i could feel his warm breath on my right cheek.
it felt good. it's like....nvrm.
that's too peverted of me if i say it.



okay about today.
well today i guess was better and worse?
i dunno,
so today on the way out to recess safwan tried to put my hoodie on over my head again,
then i just hit him, then he was like "fine i'LL do it to Hanna too"
it's okay safwan, do it to me only, i knoe i'M your favourite :D
then i hit him on the head this time,
he was like "you're such a bully!"
i was like HMPH. but safwan no i love you.
then he did it again to me, then when we were outside,
he got the basket ball, i kicked him...
but luckily he did not trip or fall.
During Science class they had this egg experiment thing,
i looked and safwan mouthed to him : eewww.
he just looked&smiled at me from the front of class to the back of the room,
which was where he was sitting.
but what i got upset at the end was,
when he was fooling around and flirting with Tabitha,
he put his arm around her.
that got me upset. i just felt like collapsing,
but kept my cool.

it would be so awesome even if he did just see me as a lil' sis.
cuz i'D be more than happy to be one.
he thought i had an older brother that was 1 or 2 years older.
i think he got that from my facebook profile pic.
but then i was like, he's 24 or 25 -___-"
even if he was like an older brother to me,
i would be really happy (:
love you safwan,
hope to dream about you tonight,
or atleast day dream about you for a while.